She looks into his eyes

Only to see his lies

Several after another followed by a transgressor other

Claimed by his lover, dismissed by his wife, intricately fighting this thing we call strife

All of which he’s consumed by yet he still tries to defy

The inevitable aptitude of his bullshit through all the wolf cries

His deceptions should place him into infamy

Perfectly deceiving, elaborately discrediting himself as a man

Beknow, Beheld, Benight the life of a Liar.

I could repeat the cliched words of an ignorant man

that wishes to reiterate his wrong doings

But I will say I love you now and tomorrow and next year three times infinity

With hopes that you still understand me entirely

Your love is the greatest to me surely

-SUNNY



We have all lost someone or know of someone who has lost someone they love. We all handle things differently, some are angry, some are sad and some are vacant to all emotions. I think I have experienced a mixture of all sometimes I can be angry, unforgiving, unresponsive, vain, petty basically everything I shouldn’t be and remain a positive aspect of the human world. The passing of my granny was the very thing  I thought I would be fine with minus a break down of tears. I couldn’t have been more wrong about myself. I think I truly didn’t cry until months later, when in anger I thought of all her words that she would give me. Reminding me of how my faith is important in this world where anything and everything is not what it seems. I am now at a place where I cannot remember all those steps in which I grew up with and simply the feelings are lost. In philosophy, this would be a lost of center, that place in which you keep balance of your world and the sacred. How many footprints have I lost? Or miscounted thinking I needed to harbor them to be “GOOD”? Does it count if some footprints are doubled? Unseen, mushed maybe covered? I feel as if the journey of re-centering myself with all that I have learned with all that comes will be challenging and a blessing at the same time. It won’t be easy but it will come soon enough… connecting with the divine is always good even if you do not believe you are still in a sacred marvelous world simply LOOK AROUND.

    FINDING MY CENTER- Sunny**